Please God, send me a good man

I am mentally exhausted!!!! I'm in the homestretch of my period and I think ol' Mother Nature is zapping me of energy.

I am quite excited, and sort of anxious, about going back to college. I'm not, however, looking forward to seeing the 110-pound college freshmen girls. I'm going to have to be sure and keep my mouth shut.

So I'm approaching birthday 34 and that makes me think of a few things: I'm not married; I don't have children; and I don't even have a person in mind that I am remotely interested in being in a relationship with. Do I feel like an emotional failure? Hell to the yeah!!! I know things in my life have caused me to be in this position, but this crap is getting old. I just want to fall in love. I'm not even living in any kind of fantasy world where I think the "perfect" man is out there for me. That ship has sailed. Lord, please send me a man who I can tolerate who doesn't lie to me, won't cheat on me and who doesn't watch porn. Is that too much to ask? I don't think so.

I'm pretty discouraged with the man situation. I encounter men who are friggin assholes on daily basis, and it is totally discouraging!!!! Totally!!
I'm absolutely flabbergasted at what men do and say when it comes to women. I mean I had a guy come to my house, pull out his dingaling and actually think that he was getting some action. He was a completely platonic friend. Never, at any time did I give him the idea that that would ever happen. EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Did I mention that he was married? Yeah, now one could understand the reason for my anxiety when it comes to men. That case is just one example of the requests I've been asked by men, both married and single. I could write a book.

Enough stressing about stupid idiots.

I've got house cleaning to do.

Tootles.